hais.

aft an hour of reading blogs.

thinking.

and some reflections.

yup i did realise tat it had been quite some time ever since i met up my jies.

ever since the harry potter movie ba.

well if i were to ask.

how long it had been ever since our full attendance?

i really dont wish to think back.

but i think i noe the ans.

its really saddening lor.

where did our promises goes to?

dump into the sea?

or disappear into thin air?

hais.

i really dunno wat to do lah.

just tell me wat to do ba.

i had been always trying my best to msg everyone for gathering.

do u noe tat its so damn fucking frustrated with no reply?

some might not noe coz u nv did tat b4.

i dont wana continue with all my nasty words.

i really dunno wat the rest think abt this sistership or rather friendship.

if still treasure it.

so pls be more initiative ba.

i really really really feel very HOPELESS lor.

hais.

who can understand?

no one ba.

im so sad now.

who can be the one to be here with me and to an wei me?

btw there's NO OFFENCE to wat i had just said.

if u feel offended.

im really sorry.